You're Nobody 'Til Somebody Loves You [CLOSED]

 
"Oh, come on! Kaminari, dress in something a little more... cute!" Midori begged her friend as Kaminari ran her fingers through her hair. "Ha, no. He said semi-formal, remember?" Kaminari replied. "Exactly! Semi-formal, I doubt he's taking you anywhere that people commonly wear kimonos." Midori told her. "And? What, does he expect me to just find some frilly dress laying around the Seireitei? Sorry, it doesn't work that way." Kaminari rolled her eyes. She sighed in frustration, looking herself up and down in the mirror. She did not want to do this anymore. She felt like an idiot. She didn't know where she was going or if she was wearing the right thing. This was going to be extremely embarrassing. She was so frustrated at it that she had to seriously hold back the urge of punching the mirror. It also didn't help that Midori, the one she needed advice about this date from, was telling her that this was the wrong choice of clothing.

"I feel like a fucking idiot." she said angrily, through grit teeth and a clenched jaw. Midori couldn't help but feel bad for Kaminari. "I should have said no. Why the hell did I say yes? This is probably the worst idea I've ever had." Kaminari clenched her fists, still fighting the urge to punch the mirror out. "You're going to be fine and you'll have a lot of fun." Midori stepped up behind her and looked at her through the mirror, "You're not angry because of the date; you're angry because you haven't told Lieutenant Ichinose what's going on." Kaminari looked away from the mirror in shame. "You're allowed to be happy Kaminari, even if it ends up being with the same man she wanted it with. Everything happens for a reason." Kaminari sighed and turned away from her reflection in the mirror. Midori was trying to help, but there was a huge piece of the puzzle that Kaminari swore to keep secret no matter what. She wanted so badly to say "they have a kid", but was able to resists that temptation quite well.

"Now come on. Put a smile on that face. He's going to be here soon." Midori actually pat her butt, causing Kaminari to jump a little. Midori just giggled and cleaned up a few things. "Hey, this isn't Dai's place, I'll clean this up later." Kaminari said jokingly and Midori just stuck her tongue out at her. The two shared in a quick laugh when suddenly a knock came to the door. "Is that him? He's early!" Midori whispered. "I-I... I can't do this." Kaminari turned away and began heading toward the back entrance. "No, no, no. Missy!" Midori ran around Kaminari, almost tripping over a few things, and then stopped her from leaving, "You turn your little ass around and open that door before I open it for you." Kaminari glared at her. Midori thought it was for the threat, but it was actually for the "little" comment. "Go, go, go!" Midori pushed Kaminari toward the door in a hurry. "I'm going, I'm going!" Kaminari and Midori ended up in a quick hand slapping fight before she made it to the door. Taking a deep breath, she placed her hand on the handle.

"Here it goes..." she said through an exhaled breath and opened the door. The moment she saw him, she was stuck, she couldn't even move and was gripping the door handle a lot harder than she should. Midori was standing about five foot behind her, near the bed. There were a whole bunch of Shinigami uniforms scattered around, along with some make-up, hair brushes, hair ornaments, and a couple pairs of shoes that were obviously Midori's, not Kaminari's. It was obvious the two had gone through their own little hell trying to get Kaminari ready for this date. "H-Hi..." Kaminari stuttered, causing Midori to facepalm and then turn away laughing a bit. "Shut up!" Kaminari said in a frustrated tone and then turned back to Tsubine with the most worried and embarrassed expression every seen on her face.

Yep, she knew it. She looked like an idiot. He was dressed up in more modern clothing and she was standing there in a kimono. Curse her lack of fashion; the moment she got the chance a shopping spree will ensue. Not. Like she'd ever need any of this shit again; there was no way another date was going to happen. He was just trying to be nice to her and fulfill a loopy wish she had a while back. That was it. Right? "Well, I can't say I'm surprised by what you chose..." Kaminari narrowed her eyes and looked away embarrassed. "It's all I've got." she mumbled, startled when her hand was suddenly taken. She looked to him and blinked in confusion. "...but even if it was a frilly dress that wouldn't suit you, you'd still look beautiful in it. " Kaminari was taken aback by his rather flattering comment. He had been doing that a lot lately, but something felt different about this one.

Or rather, she felt different. Well, it felt different until she saw that wink. He was teasing her again. She would never know what was truth and a joke with this man. She actually just stared at him; she didn't know what to say. Could he never be serious toward her? Was she a joke to him? Her insecurities were taking hold again, causing her thoughts to fly in all kinds of directions, and none of them seemed very positive. "I'll be taking her off of your hands now." he said. Kaminari glanced nervously back to Midori who only waved them goodbye as they walked off. "So that was the legendary Former Captain Commander Tsubine von Zarkonheinz... Sexy. You go girl." Midori wouldn't have been shocked if Tsubine just sneezed right then.

It was night and Kaminari was worried that someone was going to spot her like this. Oh god, that would be embarrassing. Well kind of; it wouldn't be too bad to be caught going on a date with Tsubine. In a way, it was kind of an honor, wasn't it? Even if he was just catering to a young girl's jealous fantasy. "It's a beautiful night out, isn't it?" he asked and she looked up to him, her eyes seemingly shining a bit. Kaminari was actually happy right now; she liked being out like this for some reason. "But of course, it's nothing compared to how you look." "I can never tell if you're serious, Tsubine..." Kaminari decided to take a chance and looped her arm around his back, only hesitating for a moment. After that kiss, hesitation just didn't seem right. She even found herself leaning her head toward him. It was quite comfortable, shockingly so. "So where are you taking me? I don't remember any entertaining places in the Seireitei..." she asked, but then her thoughts moved inward, "And I really need to stop drinking so much..."

"If you say so..." Kaminari stared up at him as they walked, blinking a couple times. The expression she held on her face was both of curiosity and suspicion, though it was obviously playful. Actually, the moment she realized she had such an open look on her face, she looked away and went back to contentment. She wasn't ready to show him anymore of her, at least not until he would show her more of him. And yes, that can be taken like the obvious innuendo it is.

"Lovey dovey?" Kaminari raised an eyebrow, "What makes you think I'm going to get all lovey toward you?" Ha, as if it wasn't obvious. She was already doing it. She did have her arm around him while they walked and had leaned her head against him. What more could she have done? It's not like she was going to jump up and kiss him. That was a thought, maybe she should kiss him? Every kiss has been his for the taking. Kaminari shook her head and took a deep breath, forcing those thoughts right out of her head. There is no way she could do that. Could she? No!

"It's not in the world of the living, is it?" Kaminari raised an eyebrow at him again when he answered. She understood why he felt the need to confirm they were leaving the Seireitei, but going to the world of the living was only going to make it more public. And the woman who watched the Senkaimon, Kaminari knew her now. She could shutter at the idea of her finding out about this. And soon Kaminari found that she and Tsubine were standing outside of one of the more high class restaurants in the Rukongai. Her eyes fluttered as she stared at it. This was not what she had been expecting.

"...I've never been to this place." she said. Of course she hadn't. This place wasn't something one person would go to, unless they wanted to watch all the couples and shit. Wait. Couples. Is that what they were now? No. That's not true; he'd have to ask first. Yep. Tsubine walked her up to the door where they were greeted by two men who opened them for the two. Kaminari smiled and nodded, hoping to god they wouldn't recognize her. She looked around and realized the the most popular, well-known, high-class restaurant in the entire Rukongai was empty. She fluttered her eyes again. It wasn't hard to put two and two together. Without even realizing it, she found herself smiling, tightening her arm around his waist to pull herself into him, and leaning into him even more.

"Yeah... It is." she replied, refusing to look his direction for one reason. A tear fell from her eye, just a single one, and she quickly wiped it away. She's never had someone do something so nice for her. She didn't think it was possible. "You bought out the place for the night, didn't you?" she looked up to him with clear eyes and a bright smile, "That's very sweet. Thank you." They were approached by another young man who offered to lead them to their table. They were lead to a room behind a curtain. In the middle was one table with a small bouquet of flowers.

"Take your seats and your waiter will be here shortly."

Being rich definitely did have it's perks, but that was something Kaminari only began to understand today. She never thought of renting out a restaurant for a date; she never had her own money to do so. Using the money of the Division was just out of line and would not be done. She had only heard of acts like this and couldn't help but find it wonderful. As she went to sit, Tsubine hurried over and pulled the chair out for her. She blushed and sat down. She looked down to the flowers that sat in the middle of the table and tilted her head a little bit. She didn't know why, but something about them caught her attention quite strongly. She found herself gently moving one of them back and forth. "Like a little bell..." she mumbled with a small smile. Unlike Tsubine, Kaminari was not disappointed by the flower. It was a lot better than plain old roses; those were too common to say you actually thought about the person you're giving them to. And because of the type of flower, Kaminari knew that these weren't the choice of the restaurant, but of Tsubine.

Kaminari's attention was pulled from the flowers and toward Tsubine when she saw him move. He retracted the curtain, revealing the underside of a pond that was right outside. It took Kaminari a second to realize that this was not a normal aquarium, but an actual pond sitting in a traditional japanese garden. Her eyes shifted through the pond, looking through the beautifully lit water at all of the koi fish that peacefully swam about it. "No other restaurant has something like this. Sure there are those with aquariums, but they can not compare to this sort of tranquility." he said and she nodded in reply. "It really is wonderful..." she said in a light tone. "He put a lot of thought into this..." Kaminari thought. Her smile had not faded for a moment since they had sat down. She couldn't truly express how happy she was at the moment, or how surprised she was.

"I apologize for your wait. Welcome to the Shiroi Suisei. I am Rowen, your waiter this evening. May I offer you some of our premier wine?" Kaminari was slightly startled. Her attention was with the pond when the waiter showed up. She turned toward him and was about to speak, but saw the glance Tsubine gave her and chose otherwise. Listening to the conversation between the two, Kaminari was surprised to hear that Tsubine had ordered a special bottle of wine. Seriously? She could have sworn he didn't drink. What worried her was that she was a serious lightweight. Was she going to accidentally get drunk on their first date? No. She had to control herself. She could not allow that to happen. Just sip it. That's it. Sip it. By the time she came out of her thought process, the man left and Tsubine was talking to her. She just barely caught his words. "I normally don't drink, but this is a special occasion." he said and Kaminari stared at him in shock for a moment.  And then her smile grew and a light blush appeared on her face.

"I've never had someone do so much for me..." she told him, her eyes fixated on the flowers, "Before now, I've never even been on a date... Kinda pathetic, I know, but it just never happened... For it to happen, especially with you, it means a lot more than you think..." Kaminari just let out a huge piece of her when she admitted that. It was hard, but before she said the final part, she looked up to him and fought to keep eye contact. She wanted to express to him exactly how much this meant, so glancing away in a blush and acting like a nervous child was not the way. Instead, she kept that eye contact, refusing to glance away, and made sure he knew exactly how happy she was. "Can I..." she froze for a moment, remembering a scene she had read in a book and wondered if it'd be okay to happen here, "... h-hold... your hand?" Yeah, she didn't win that battle. She looked away and was redder than she had ever been before.

"It is pathetic. Not for you, of course. It's pathetic for the men who hadn't seen your beauty." This man had a hell of a way with words. Kaminari found herself blushing again. She wanted to ask whether he really did find her beautiful or if he was trying to make her feel better. He wasn't the type to lie though, especially about something like that. Or was he? No, he couldn't have been. All of the rumors about him being a lady's man were over exaggerations. She believed him when he explained that to her and she trusted her instincts. If she ever did find that he wasn't serious about the compliments he was giving her, she'd be pretty heartbroken over it.

"I'm glad I have the opportunity to be on a date with you." he told her and she smiled happily. "I guess getting loopy over medicine one night brought out more good than bad." she said jokingly, "I'm glad that everything happened the way it did." And she had to ask. Truthfully, she didn't think he'd say no, but there was always that possibility. What was the point of going out on a date if there wasn't a little bit of romance thrown in on her side, right? She had to show him that she wanted to be here. Since he was the one paying for everything, a little physical contact wasn't a bad idea. She watched him reach across the table toward her hand. With ever inch closer he got, her cheeks became redder and redder; her heart began to race. Their hands touched and Kaminari found herself wrapping her small hand around his, at least as much as she could. "This is a date, so I don't see why not."

Rowen returned with a small cart, but that's not where Kaminari's attention was. Though she wasn't actually looking down toward their hands, she was memorizing the feeling. She felt more connected to him with this small gesture than she had before. The only thing that beat it was that kiss they had on the beach. Kaminari's thoughts were pulled when she felt Tsubine's hand leave hers. She was slightly disappointed, but finally noticed that the wine had arrived and understood. As he picked up his glass, she followed suit. "To new beginnings." "To new experiences." Kaminari brought the glass to her lips and took in a small sip. She was surprised by the delicious flavor and the aroma was amazing. "Wow. Yes, I find the wine quite wonderful actually." she said as she set her glass down. Kaminari raised an eyebrow and giggled over his comment about abandoning a friend. She had to disagree about that; alcohol hasn't exactly been her friend lately. She still felt guilty about what happened in the bar with Genpaku and Solas.

Oh well, moving on. "I hope the wine is to your satisfaction. May I take an order for an appetizer?" "It's wonderful, thank you." Kaminari said toward the wine. She had no idea what to order here, so she was going to let Tsubine do that for her. "You can order anything you'd like here. I think you can even get the Manchu Han Imperial Feast, but I doubt even the both of us can eat all of that." Kaminari, on any other night, would have taken that as a challenge and gone along with a 'bring it on' mindset, but she wanted to seem like an elegant woman tonight. Stuffing her face with an entire feast was not going to happen. "What would you like, Kaminari?" he asked and she sort of froze. "Um... Well, I don't really know what to order in a place like this..." she glanced away, embarrassed by her ignorance, "Why don't you order? I'll try anything that you say is good." She gave him a semi-desparate look, really wanting him to order for her. She didn't want to seem like she was being pushy, but she really knew nothing about date food.

Kaminari's eyes narrowed and a smirk grew on her face. She was sort of suspicious of what he had planned. She would be okay with just about anything, but something told her he head something special planned. Kaminari raised an eyebrow at Rowen's reply. Whatever Tsubine asked must of been a little out of what he was used to. Kaminari's gaze followed Rowen as he walked off, but then quickly turned back to Tsubine. "Something tells me you're going to throw something new my way." she told him with a small smile, but he paid no mind to it. Instead, he told her that she looked beautiful again and she found herself blushing like she had before. The tint of pink that showed up on her face was accompanied by a soft smile.

"I'm sure I'll enjoy it." Kaminari said as she felt his foot rub against hers. At first, she wasn't sure how to react to it. She sat there for a few seconds in silence, but decided to copy his gesture. It was a little odd to her. Playing footsies under the table wasn't something she ever thought she'd do. Unfortunately, she wasn't sure whether she liked it. One thing she could say, the contact and meaning behind his gesture was making her heart race. Kaminari then decided she was going to take it a step further and raised her foot a bit, sliding it up the side of his leg until she reached a few inches above his knee and then slid it back down, repeating the process a couple times and then leaning onto the table.

She was about to speak to him when his order arrived. She watched as they set the food down. What they brought was completely unexpected and she wasn't entirely sure how she was supposed to eat it. Luckily, Tsubine explained it. For a good ten seconds, she found herself staring at him. She had a look of surprise on her face and about seven seconds in, her smile grew. She mimicked what he did to show her how to eat them and slowly placed some into her mouth. A rush of flavor caught her off guard, so she put her hand over her mouth as she chewed, letting out a short "Mm..." to show that it did taste good. "Wow." she said  after swallowing, "You really are full of surprises Tsubine."

"So what other new things are you going to throw at me tonight?" Kaminari asked and then took up another one of the mango and pepper. It was obvious that she really did enjoy them. It wasn't often at all that she was able to try things like this. "Do you dance?" she suddenly asked as the thought of it popped into her mind. She wasn't sure she actually wanted to dance, but she hadn't ever done that either. "A man like you and a woman like myself..." she said, as if thinking her thoughts out loud, "... I think things like this are fun to do every now and then, but are romantic dinners really your thing? I always thought you to be someone who would prefer sky diving, hollow hunting, and sparring over... sitting at the table." She wasn't being rude or anything like that. She was one hundred percent curious about it and he'd be able to tell by the look in her eyes. "Or was this something you did just for me?" she asked bluntly with a smile.

Kaminari was unable to tell where her mind was going. Never before would she have thought of running her foot where she just had. It was a too close to that area for her to normally journey there, but she found herself doing it anyway. She didn't answer his question about her being adventurous; she just smirked and stared directly into his eyes. Even as he countered her and leaned in, there was only one thing he kept making her want to do. It was getting harder to fight the urge too, so she used a new subject to try and make it fade. Apparently, it had caught him off guard, which was understandable, but she explained herself to the best of her ability and he seemed to understand.

His reply was actually quite lovely and made her show a cute smile that was obviously satisfied at his answer. Kaminari glanced to his hand as he set it on top of hers, feeling one of his fingers run along her own. She noticed which one it was, but she highly doubted it meant anything substantial. And when he asked her to dance, this look of 'for me?' came on her face. She actually didn't really want to; it was just something that came to her mind. She was short and any time she had previously attempted to dance ended in complete failure on her part. "I don't... really know how..." she told him, glancing away in embarrassment. It was obvious that she wasn't entirely telling the truth.

"Tsubine..." she said and turned her hand over under his, wrapping her dainty little fingers around his, "Y-You..." Kaminari stopped and just stared at him. Should she just go for it and do what she wanted to do? He did lean in and was making it even more tempting. Was he doing this on purpose? Did he know what was going through her mind? Would he stop her? Did he even want that? Kaminari took in a deep breath and decided against it. "Mmm..." she whined a bit and leaned back in her chair, slowly sliding her hand from his, obviously not wanting to let go. "It's the first date, Kaminari. The first date. Don't do anything stupid." she thought to herself, closing her eyes to think a bit.

"I'm sorry." she said to him as she opened her eyes. She sat straight in her chair and set a hand over her chest. Her heart had been pounding so hard, she wouldn't be shocked if he could feel her pulse through her hands. "You have a way about you that my mind doesn't seem to be able to counter. The way you talk, the way you look at me, the way you touch..." she said bluntly, looking straight into his eyes. Her expression was soft, almost defeated by him, but seeming to be trying desperately to keep control. She let out a held breath and glanced away for a moment. "I don't want to do anything stupid, seem desperate or easy, or... anything like that and I feel like I am seeming that way."

Kaminari's sentence was cut short as Tsubine came forward and placed his lips against her own. For the first moment, she sat in surprise. Her eyes were wide and she held her breath, but a moment later she found her eyes closing and she slowly let out the held breath through her nose, showing that she was able to relax. She leaned into the kiss, bringing her hand up to place on the side of his face. When the kiss finally broke, she found herself staring even deeper into those peircing crimson colored eyes of his and loving every moment of it. He sat back and she stayed still, watching his movements. She didn't even blush this time; it felt completely natural to feel his lips press against her own. She felt no awkwardness at all, like it was meant to happen. "Anything I want to do, huh?" she thought in reply to his statement. What she wanted to do was not be in this building, but be laying in a bed and allowing him to do whatever he wanted to her, but that more than likely was out of her reach, at least for tonight.

As he spoke, Kaminari could feel her urges getting stronger. If she wasn't easy, then this was something completely different. She didn't want to hold back from him, but felt she had to so she wouldn't be hurt or thought less of. If he wasn't going to think less of her, then there was only a couple things she felt she needed to do before being completely and utterly honest with him. "Is that what I wanted?" she repeated his question and glanced down to the table as she felt him messing with her leg again. She lifted her other leg and placed it on his, keeping her eyes locked onto his own. She pushed his leg down and away from her, stood up, and walked that short distance around the table until she stood in front of him. Once she was there, Kaminari decided that she wanted to be in his lap and sat down, wrapping her arms around his neck and looking straight into his eyes. "I want you... to tell me what I should know about you." she told him, brushing her fingers through his hair, "If I'm going to say exactly what I want to say... I need you to be fully honest with me and tell me if there is anything I should know..." As if it wasn't obvious, there was a hunger in Kaminari's eyes that had never been there before...

When he attempted to joke, she nuzzles her cheek into his neck, "No. I'm serious..." She just wanted to know if there was something in his past that she needed to watch out for, expect, or anything along those lines. She didn't want any surprises, nor did she want to give herself to him if he was keeping secrets. It seemed that he wasn't because he threw everything out on the table. She knew at least one of the women he had been with before, so it didn't shock him. Over nine hundred years old, she hoped he had some sort of experience in that department, otherwise he would have had a lonlier life than she first thought. And then that piece of information she was looking for came out.

"A child?" Kaminari repeated as he explained everything he knew around his daughter. She stared at him for a few moments and then suddenly began to giggle. "At this age, I figured you had two or three, so having one is nothing to be worried about. I can probably even bet that she's older than me..." Kaminari sighed when she once again realized the age difference between the two of them. When he leaned in, Kaminari looked back into his eyes without fail. Having him so close and hearing the words he was saying caused her heart to race. And when he finished, she curled into him and wrapped her arms tightly around his shoulders and neck, with one thing to say, "Take me home..."

The moment that the two of them made it to Kaminari's room, she'd let him in, quietly shut the door behind her, and lock it. With her heart racing, she'd turn back toward him and grasp her kimono in hand. Pulling it off and letting it fall to the side, now only wearing the white robe that went under them, she'd step forward and placed her hands on his chest. "I'm sure it's obvious, but you're going to force me to say it anyway..." she kept her head lowered at first, but then lifted it to look into his eyes, "I want you to take me... Tsubine... and I want to give myself to you." With that, she nervously grasped the front of his shirt and walked him over to the bed, turning her back to it.

Kaminari sat down on the bed, leaning back and pulling him slowly down with her until his body was laying fully over her own. Although she felt like she was in control right now, she didn't want to be. She didn't know how to be. If he'd allow, once he came down over her, Kaminari would wrap her arms up around his back and pull him down into a kiss. And this time, she opened her mouth slightly, gently moving to slide her tongue over his. At this point, the rest really was up to him. He was the experienced one; she just knew she wanted him. Her heart was racing faster than it ever had before. She was excited and nervous at the same time, wondering what was about to come...

Every single moment the two were sharing together caused Kaminari's heart to keep it's increased pace. Every time he touched her, she felt a chill, one that she wanted to happen again and again. As she pulled him down onto her, the weight and warmth of his body felt so at home. She kept her eyes closed, no longer feeling the need to see, but feel everything he was doing. She tried to think. She tried to concentrate, but she couldn't. Every movement her body made came naturally. The first was when he broke the kiss. She opened her eyes for a short moment, closing them against as he moved to kiss down her neck. She leaned her head back to give him better access to her neck, but also pressed her head into his hand a bit more as he ran his fingers through her hair.

Her excitement grew as he reached her robe causing her to bite her bottom lip, showing that she was a little nervous. Still, she nodded to him, a soft smile forming as he revealed her bra. He commented on the color, causing her to blush a little and look away, but her smile had stayed. As he moved down more, she closed her eyes. She reached out and grabbed the sheets of the bed, grasping them lightly as she waited for him to reveal the rest of her. He wrapped his arms around her and slid the robe from her body, as she ran her fingers through his hair, loving the feel of him kissing her neck again. She felt him reach around and tensed a bit, but there was no retaliation. He had managed to unclasp her bra and the bit of fabric fell from her body.

With that, a small involuntary whimper sounded from the nervous Kaminari. Once her body was revealed, she looked up to him to see what she could read from him looking at her, but saw that his eyes were closed. She watched him remove his shirt and reveal his chest, the tint of red returning to her cheeks as she admired his body. It was then that her eyes noticed something. The tint on her cheeks deepened when she realized that Tsubine was erect, and there was no small weapon below the clasp of his belt. Seeing this made her more nervous and her once calming heart began racing once more. "You really are beautiful, Kaminari." his voiced pulled her from her thoughts and she looked back up to him. "Th-Thank you." she stuttered a little. Her nerves started to get to her and she wrapped her arms to cover her chest. She looked away from him and scooted back onto the bed a bit more. Getting the courage to do so, she dropped her arms to her side and laid down on her back as if to say that she was ready for him.

His touch was intoxicating. He was so gentle, much more than she thought he'd be. This was a new side of Tsubine that she never thought she'd see, that she didn't know existed. As his lips ran along her skin, he sent chills all over her body and goosebumps began to appear. She took in a deep breath, slowly letting it out through her nose. She was trying to keep herself relaxed, but her body and mind were both at war. Tsubine caused a sensation within Kaminari, a pleasurable feeling that she was unable to fight. And this was before her body had fully been revealed to him. He removed his pants and she caught herself staring at his lower region, even if it was only for a brief moment.

Kaminari lifted her head to look at him, her eyes nervous and her heart racing. He seemed so confident, like he knew exactly what he wanted to do. She wondered for a moment why she couldn't share this, why she too couldn't feel confident. She watched him move down to her ankle and begin leaving a trail of gentle kisses up to leg. She closed her eyes, a single quiet moan leaving her throat as he moved upward. As he got closer to her inner most area, she tensed a little. He stopped though and she opened her eyes as he began crawling up the bed and over her body. She was only able to open her eyes for a moment before he continued his teasing, but this time it was with her breasts.

"Tsubine..." his name slipped through her lips in an aroused whisper as he created the many little red marks over her chest. She had yet to catch the symbol, assuming that he was just having some fun teasing her, like he always did. Tsubine brought himself higher onto her, their eyes able to meet at the same level once more. Being this close to him, her face only became redder and redder. It felt like a dream, like it might not even be real, but it was and she knew that. She was about to take a huge step with this man. She was willing and ready to give herself to someone, to him, and to him only. He placed his arm above her head, making her wonder what exactly his plans for her were.

Kaminari's body shifted ever so slightly as his hand slid down her torso. Her heart began to race even more, pounding heavily in her chest. His hand slid under the last bit of fabric that kept the final area of her body hidden. His fingers ran along her skin, noticing the lack of hair there. She blushed more and he continued downward. Kaminari looked up into Tsubine's eyes. Her own were filled with fear, with confusion, with want, and desire. She brought her hand up, placing it softly against his chest, unable to speak since she was concentrating on keeping her breathing even. The first tap came and Kaminari flinched, a soft gasp leaving her lungs as a new sensation began at her core.

He was teasing her. She could tell. She looked into his eyes pleadingly, practically begging for him to finally take her. The hand she had on his chest, she brought up to the side of his face, sliding the tips of her fingers back until she ran them through his hair. Her other hand was off to the side, clenching the sheets of her bed for dear life; it was probably the one thing that kept her from going crazy over his continuous teasing. "Tsubine, ple-..." Kaminari started to speak, her tone of voice in an obvious state of arousal. She was ready to beg him, but he moved in and pressed his lips against hers, silencing her for now. Kaminari let out a long breath through her nose and returned the kiss.

Kaminari pulled away breaking the kiss the moment she could and pleaded with him again, "Stop teasing me..."

This sensation was so new to Kaminari, she couldn't say whether she was enjoying it or not. The tingle he caused when he touched her was almost too much to handle, especially when you weren't entirely sure how you were supposed to react. Every time she moved beneath him, it felt like he was going faster and faster, trying to drive her body insane as the feeling increased in her core. Kaminari found herself gasping for air and grabbing the sheets of the bed tighter and tighter. The few moans that escaped her lungs were stopped by their kiss, but that needed to break. She begged him, pleaded for this teasing to stop. No matter how much she enjoyed it, she wanted him now.

Kaminari's body relaxed, practically sinking into the bed when he stopped the pleasurable torture of rubbing her lower area. Her head fell to the side, eyes closed, and her chest moved up and down as she tried to catch her breath. When she realized he was keeping his hand there, she had to wonder what he was going to do next and when those two fingers slipped in through the very beginning of her entrance, Kaminari's toes curled. "Hah..." she let out a gasp, moaning into silent air of the room. She looked down toward his hand and up to him, her cheeks still red. Her heart began it's race again, having calmed for the brief moment he had allowed her mind to catch up with her body.

Kaminari tensed slightly as his fingers searched through their surroundings, stretching her just enough to allow their adventurous movements. Kaminari's low airy moans changed for a brief moment, a full sound of pleasure seeping out over her lips. As if surprised by her own noises, she brought her hand up over her mouth to silence herself, blushing in embarrassment. As he continued, she did try to keep herself quiet, but it was getting harder by the moment. Regretably, the pleasure ended and she looked up to him slightly disappointed, but that soon turned to surprise when he actually licked his fingers. Kaminari had not expected that and blushed when the taste was called sweet.

Kaminari almost spoke, but a quick kiss stopped her. She watched him retreat and remove his underwear. Kaminari didn't even attempt to hide the utter shock that shot onto her face when she saw how large he actually was. "Uh..." a low whimper came from the small woman as she slid her hand down to her entrance. She could feel this small hole and when looking at him, she wondered how in the hell it was going to fit. When he went down again, she watched him curiously as he used his teeth to remove her panties. A small smile appeared on her face and she wanted nothing more than to comment on how cute she thought that was, but decided against it for this moment in time.

The worry quickly returned though and he could tell. He told her that he'd be gentle and she nodded, "B-Better be..." She took a deep breath and laid back completely, closing her eyes and taking a deep breath. Her heart pouded in her chest and she was concentrating on keeping her breath calm. "Yes, I do. I want this." she replied, refusing to go back now. He gave her permission to do all of these things that she knew she wasn't going to do. If she could take getting stabbed in the stomach by an actual blade, she knew she'd be able to handle his weapon here too... right? Kaminari looked up to him with a smile as he placed himself betwen her legs and lined himself up with her.

"I'm ready..." she confirmed mostly for herself. He kissed her forehead and warned her he was going and she did her best to relax herself. She felt him pressing into her and her body immediately began to adjust itself to his size. She felt herself stretching over him as he pushed himself into her body. "Tsu-... Ah... hurts." Kaminari's back arched toward him, a single tear falling from her eyes as the pain of her first penetration pulsed from her middle. She instinctively spread her legs wider, as if that would ease the pain, but no. She felt his hand come to her cheek and opened her eyes to look at him. He had given her permission to harm him, but there was only one thing she wanted to do.

Kaminari reached up to the hand that caressed the side of her face and held onto it. She laced each of her fingers with his own, holding onto him tightly. "Don't stop, please... I want all of it..." she said with a small smile, ignoring the second tear that fell from her eyes. She looked down to see their connection and suddenly felt this rush of something come over her. She couldn't put her finger on it, but it was like something between them had finally been confirmed, it had finally been created. And this feeling made her feel more whole than she had before. As he would continue, Kaminari never would let go of his hand. As long as her body was still adjusting, it helped her stay calm.